long time no see...

i cant open this blog while i'm in china....dunno why...haha..
but..yeah, no one will read this blog..so who cares...

i love Hong Kong...!
spent around 10 days there...and it was very fun..XD XD
i bought a lot of things too..
CDs, Magazines, clothes, ...etc

i really wanna go there...i dont want school..>.<
and indonesia is very hot...always hot..>>>.<<<

why i didnt born in HK..>.<
why my grandma didnt follow his sis and bro to HK..>.< lol..
if she went to HK, then whe wouldnt meet my grandpa...and i wouldnt born...haha
but maybe..if i never born in this life, isnt it better?? lol....

oh......cant wait to see NANA2!... it aired in HK when i went there..
but no time to watch it..>.< so saaaaad...

ok..

after i backed here...school life started as usual...but more bored..huahaha..
math, physic drive me crazy... i cant understand anything..>.<

then...if u read my old entry...
someone that i like...i realized, i dont like that person and never fallen for him..
i only like him as a friend, as a human..
haha....because...the feeling is different...
when i saw him walk with his crush or maybe gf...
i didnt felt anyting... i greeted him like usual...smiled to him...
and i didnt feel jealous or hearthbroken...
so that's why... i knew i like him as friend...
i really like his personality...he is such a kind and gentle boy, he treats other well..what i saw so far is like that...
well, dunno if he is putting on a mask... and the real him is not like that... because we arent close enough to know each other personality....

actually i wanna write more about him...but if i wrote about him..and my schoolmate read about it..i would be embarrass......>.< hahahaha.......
i will be very embarrass if my schoolmate read this blog if i write about him....although maybe no one will read this entry.....

lately when i though about myself....what kind a person am i?
aaaa...that question....>.< i wanna change myself to be a better person...

i'm not type who can easily become close with other, maybe because i'm too quite with person that i dont know well..>.<...i really wanna change that...
ah.....but very hard.....ganbarimasu~~~

ah.... i still angry with Indonesian sinetron which plagiated 1 litre no namida...>.<
oh no....>.< that sinetron got a high rating.. and still a lot people who sont know that it copied japanese dorama...although the story is a bit different in the end...and they changed it into an awfull ending..>.<
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1_Litre_of_Tears
and it avaible at wikipedi... read the other version of this drama~